Halo? Kamu Di Mana?

Dear someone who encourages me to write,

I know it’s been a very long time

But here I am, again, trying to pull up the words until they come out

Dear someone who encourages me to write,

I can't.

I'm sorry.

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I rarely write again. I probably have lost my sense, I don't know. I hate me. I mean, I really hate me. I suck at everything. I'm not as good as I used to be. Especially in writing. In expressing my feelings through the words.

Last year, he helped me. But this year, dear me, I don't know who will.

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